A Penny Tragedy

Everything is very interesting. Now ı m 37 years old. from ı know myself to now, ı try to undertsand myself. when ı was 7/8  ı knew that things ı hate and ı the position that ı don t want to be in, but its nearly 30 years ı try to be saved myself from those things, but ı cant, ı failed. ı try everything, from job to my special life whatever ı try all of this things ı failed. in summery, ı m nothing now. ı m really sorry.